I'm sOrrY..

hE is rEally sUmthinG in mY life..whY dId I aDmit it???....cOz I’m wAiting fOr hiS presence jUst now. I nOticE thaT hE is oTw here when  i rEad hIs tExt On mY nIla’s fOn. .pEtang tu jUgak wHilE I prepared fOods fOr my aUnt’s family, mY eYes is eVerywHere lOoking fOr him iF he is aRrived. sUmtimE I wEnt tO my rOom to sEe whether dE red caR is there. I dOn’t knOw whY I’m sO excitEd tO sEe him…bUt wHat I do cOnform iS,,mY my bEat want tO seE him in Order to fEel sum pEace inside....iTs noT mean tHat my lIfe is hOrriblE, but hE sUch a rElief…

I dOn’t knOw if I alrEady inheriTed mErlin’s mAgicS but..it is sUch an Instinc wHere I caN feEl that he iS aLreAdy arrived..i’m jUz tryIng tO prEtend lIke  nOthing happen insIde. I wOn’t my brothers eSpeciaLly my savOur nOticE that cOz it may hUrt…..(nTah la btOl ke x)..bUt fOr sure, prcayE atw x I am nOt looking at hIm at aLl..cOz its juz enough tO fEel hIs pResencE. or to bE frank, mybE I’m sCared if I can’t  sTop him from lEaving.  hOwever, lUcky mE..hE talk tO me bEfore hIs lEaving ( thanks bUddy!! )

                cIk M : pEtang nI balik sKali ngaN abAh ke KL?

                gOhan : xlaH, da cUti sEkarang.

                hIm : xlah mAk, diE da cUti lamE…laMe..lamE..

                          k.nGah, kEnape x bagI sEndri kErtas2 ni??

                gOhan : sEbab…seBab nak anGkat bajU(kt jEmuran)

tHen..i jUz leave hIm..bUt he callEd  my name n tOld mE that hE is lEaving. I wOn’t lEt hIm gO actually, indeed I nEed a frEn rite nOw…bUt I juz ignore it. mOre than knOw…hE can’T bE arOund. wEll…I hOpe tO seE him agaIn. pasaL kerTas2 tU plak, bUkan xnaK baGi sEndiri but I wOn’t hUrt anyone. Agak nYe ade yg x faHam “ I wOnt hUrt anyone”..i’ll eXplain latEr ok..

actUally I’m tHinking abOut calliNg him tOnight bUt I wOn’t dIsturb hIm….hE sEems vEry tiRed,….nIte sEven.