Thursday 31 March 2011

sOb..sOb..



A mOntH alReadY my vacAtiOn..feeL liKe a yEar bEb!!..huH..b’jaYe juGak hadApi ari2 yG mEncabAr niH. sTory 4 tOday, nIla’s caR knE taRik cOz duE bulaN lEbih x bAyar. Al mAklUm lAh bnYk sGt isi rUmah yG nak kEne uRos. I fElt vEry sad tO watch all tHese, cOz I cAn’t dO nOthing to tUrn it right..bUt tUhan tu mAha kAya n da anta peNyelamAt iaiTu mY bElovEd uCu . wAlaupOn x sEteL haBis lg, aT least niLa dA bOley tEngok ciTe2 fAvOurite diE ngAn tEnang pEtang tadI. wHat makes mE worry nOw is, wHat wIll happen tO my bRothers?? diOrg da La tEgah adE pEmiliHan sUkan,cam paYah je diOrg nak gerAk..bUt I know that nIla will tHink sUmting 4 thEm. itU lah hEbat nyE my niLa..nEver give up. nO metTer wHat hAppen, sHe will sUrvive. thUmb up 4 niLa!!..wHen I tHink bOut nilA, I fEel helPless..i know sHe tries her bEst buT still  cannOt fUllfiLl others needs. lEt me Tell sUmthing, niLa sHould’nt gIve toO much, cOz we caN’t sAtisfIed everyone. inFact, gives sUm space for OwnsElf is bEtter in dIs cIrcumstAnce. I hOpe niLa bLey b’tAhan, cOz wE all need heR.
jAp tAdi tIme sEnt my yOungEst brother pEgi eXtra cLaz..On mY way..i feel like wAnna cRy.,I feel so lOnely, nEed a waRm shOulder to Lie fOr a wHile,.. fEel tiRed of bEing sacrIficed . tHat time, iF I aM in nIlai..i’m pretTy  suRe I’ll go to hEntian and mEet seven!! I nEed sEven right now. A wArm..cOmfort..sAfe..plEasant and hUmor..i’m nOt meant tHat people hEre is a mEss bUt I rEally nEed tO hEal up mY sElf.tO make it..i kNow, sEven is dE rIght pErson.wEll..bacK tO my rOom n I mAke a call.cHat wTh sEven fOr a wHile,listen tO hIs stOry..hE saId:
‘k.nGah,haRi ni aDe cite klakar..sEmalam adE extra cLaz cAmpor nGan clAz bDk pEmpuan.tHen ade sOrg bdk pEmpUan bAgi surAt.diE tUlis ‘naMe saYe kAnciL darI skOla ####,nAk bErkenAlan nGan aWak’
haHaahaAa..likE a nOrmal rOmEo n jUliEt,but sEven is nOt a kasanOva la. I trUst hIm, hE wilL nOt enTertain sUch tHing.tEngAh srOnok2 bOrak bEtry I habIs..nAk cHargE tapI x jUmpE cHarger. jAdi I take mY bAth and writing dIs gOhan sTory. bEfOre pEn oFf, tHanks tO gOd fOr gIving mE a liFe.

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